7 Potions Brewed - Accidental Voice
Dec. 17th, 2011 03:16 pm[Snape has a ghostly visitor today and is conversing with him. He isn't aware that he is being recorded. Or that he's the only one who can see Dumbledore.]
I know it was necessary but it was not you who had to live with the aftermath. Nor did you arrive here to continue to endure it.
[A pause.]
The boy did as he needed to.
[Another pause then Snape's voice turns to a snarl.]
You could have picked a better man.
[One more pause before he speaks again.]
It would seem that this device has turned on to a private conversation. I hope you enjoy what you heard. You will be hearing no more of it.
[The connection ends.]
I know it was necessary but it was not you who had to live with the aftermath. Nor did you arrive here to continue to endure it.
[A pause.]
The boy did as he needed to.
[Another pause then Snape's voice turns to a snarl.]
You could have picked a better man.
[One more pause before he speaks again.]
It would seem that this device has turned on to a private conversation. I hope you enjoy what you heard. You will be hearing no more of it.
[The connection ends.]
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Date: 2011-12-19 12:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-12-19 02:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-12-20 07:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-12-20 07:24 am (UTC)The Headmaster would like to inform you that he really doesn't fancy himself to be a wall.
[Why did HE have to deliver that stupid message?]
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Date: 2011-12-19 03:57 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-19 03:58 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-19 05:12 am (UTC)Dumbledore?
Voice
Date: 2011-12-19 05:21 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-19 05:43 am (UTC)I suppose that would be more awkward then if he were to visit someone else.
Voice
Date: 2011-12-19 07:24 am (UTC)[With the man he had to kill.]
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Date: 2011-12-20 06:56 pm (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-21 07:12 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-21 11:49 pm (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-22 08:40 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-22 10:19 pm (UTC)Have you spoken to her? I know last I spoke to her it was her intention to contact you.
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Date: 2011-12-23 08:11 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-27 03:17 am (UTC)[She pauses a moment.] I did tell her what you'd told me about your orders and that I believe you. Whether she will or not is another matter.
Voice
Date: 2011-12-27 03:19 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-27 03:56 am (UTC)Why not? You made mistakes, Severus but do you think you deserve to pay for them forever?
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Date: 2011-12-27 04:00 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-28 01:21 am (UTC)[Her tone is a bit confrontational. She wants to know. She's probably wanted to ask this question from the moment he joined up.]
Voice
Date: 2011-12-28 04:09 am (UTC)I was trying to impress you.
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Date: 2011-12-28 04:18 am (UTC)Severus...how could you...you knew how I felt. How could you have ever thought that would impress me?
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Date: 2011-12-28 08:25 pm (UTC)Voice
Date: 2011-12-30 02:43 am (UTC)What was your plan? What were you going to do when you'd been commanded to kill one of us? What did you do when you were commanded to kill one of us?
Voice
Date: 2011-12-30 11:15 pm (UTC)I lost everything. None of it mattered.
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Date: 2012-01-01 08:27 pm (UTC)Voice
Date: 2012-01-01 09:32 pm (UTC)Voice
Date: 2012-01-01 11:26 pm (UTC)Sometimes I wish we could start over from when we were children.
[Though the only thing she would change would be who their secret keeper had been. Perhaps she would have slapped Severus when he called her a mudblood rather than disowning him. There are big things like that you can't take back but years later, with a different perspective, one realises they might have gotten by with a smaller reaction.]
Voice
Date: 2012-01-02 01:01 am (UTC)[He thinks about it constantly. All the things he would have done differently. The things he would have said, would have never said. Every single day.]
Voice
Date: 2012-01-02 02:05 am (UTC)[She feels like it's only fair he knows. Lily tries to be very aware of giving Severus 'false' hope.]
Voice
Date: 2012-01-02 07:37 am (UTC)Voice
Date: 2012-01-02 08:02 am (UTC)[And then a pause, her voice still strained.]
I'll talk to you later, Sev.
[She wants him to know she's not still angry but she doesn't know exactly how to handle everything she learned and he said in this new conversation.]
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Date: 2011-12-19 02:42 pm (UTC)[ Her voice is lacking as much of the anger and bitterness as she can omit from it. Why does he get to talk to him? Why, of all people--?
No, if Minerva is going to get any answers (and at this point, answers are all she can have) then she must be something of an adult about this. She must trust in Lily's belief and she has to stop being so emotional over it all. He's gone, and while answers won't bring him back, they couldn't make things any worse than they already are.
At best, perhaps she'd regain a colleague. ]
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Date: 2011-12-20 02:20 am (UTC)[There is little need to say who. She knows very well who he means.]